Friday, September 23, 2005
...to do list...
...2005 is almost ending...i've been thinking about the things i wanna do and wanna be before the year ends...here are some...in no particular order...hehe..Ü
- BE LESS TAMAD...i've been very lazy lately!!!
- READ MORE...i havent really read any book for quite sometime now...before i used to read a lot...baka ma bobo na ko..hehe..Ü
- BE MORE ACTIVE...try to learn a new sport or exercise!!! at least try to...Ü
- WATCH MORE MOVIES...
- HAVE MORE TIME WITH MY FAMILY...
- TRY NOT TO LIE...hehe...tao lang...Ü
- LEARN HOW TO COOK...believe it or not...i dont know how...
- GO TO CHURCH MORE OFTEN...
- DRINK MORE WATER AND LESS SOFTDRINKS...
- EAT HEALTHY...less junk food!!!
- SAVE MONEY...so many things to buy!!..hehe..Ü
- HAVE A REAL TATTOO OR HAVE MY TONGUE PIERCED...tagal na kasi dapat...wala kasing time...
- LOSE WEIGHT!!!...i wanna fit into my old clothes...hehe...Ü
- BE LESS PARANOID...try not to think that they're talking about me?
- LEARN TO TRUST PEOPLE...i've noticed that i'm having a hard time trusting people...as in soooobra!!! andami kasing masamang tao!!!
- BE NICER AND KINDER TO THE PEOPLE WHO DESERVE IT...
- BE BAD TO THOSE WHO DESERVE IT...pansin ko andami na kasing umaabuso!! kala mo ndi kita napapansin!!!
- BE LESS SHY AND MORE MALAMBING...with the guy i like...Ü
- HAVE A SERIOUS RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE...
...andami noh? magawa ko kya lahat 'to? Ü
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..i just have to write this down...cuz i'm afraid that i might forget this ever happend...last wednesday, sept. 21 '05...i went to my cousin's house before going to work...my inaanak kiel kiel was there...we were watching a power rangers dvd (it's kiel's current favorite...Ü)...then there was this scene wherein the princess came out...kiel kiel touched my hand and said "look ninang...that's you!" then pointing at the princess...i was sooo surprised...i looked at him and smiled...i never thought that a 2 year old can appreciate real beauty...hahaha!!! Ü
...this really happened...kids nowadays are really smart...kiel's only 2 yet he can speak better english than most grown ups i know...
Thursday, September 22, 2005
..jongga..
i miss my friend cathy gino...well i miss all my jongga friends esp lalah..(lah, sorry i dont have your pic in my office pc kaya di ko malagay pic mo...i miss you sooobra!!)...hope to see you all soon...Ü
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
...twisted sunshine...
...please allow me to...
a lot of things happend...last week we had the theme day wherein we had to wear something baduy...i wore mismatched shirt and shoes...as in it was soo baduy...if we were to play "touch the color", i had all the colors of the rainbow..hehe..Ü then we had the monthly town hall...and yours truly was the host together with jericho (uuuy...Ü haha!)...it was fun...i'm really enjoying being a member of the great place to work council...Ü
a lot of people noticed that "thing" with jericho...i dunno...la un..hmmm? haha!! Ü i've noticed that i havent been thinking bout leon that much...hmmmm...is this a bad thing? as what i've said before...it's just a stupid crush...
its sooo hard to be happy these days...why is it that things always have to be complicated...or its just me complicating things? i've read a blog earlier...its about a gurl and her love affair with this guy...i admire her for writing that entry...she doesnt care about what other people think...as long as she's happy...i remember her saying "please allow me to be happy just for once"...
its hard to be happy when you always think about the people around you...bakit ba hindi puwedeng ako lang? hindi puwede kasi kahit kailan...hindi nila maiintindihan ang nararamdaman mo kasi ikaw lang ang nakakaramdam nito...so what's my point?...we should not always judge people by what we see...wala kang karapatan kasi hindi mo alam kung anong totoo nyang nararamdaman...
i wish i could tell you everything that's in my heart...but i know you'll never understand...
**from bamboo- there’s nothing wrong with her But it’s you and your friends..Fuck you and your friends..